Why was Sapatnekar so upset, and what reasons did he suspect for Sai Baba's harsh treatment towards him?

Sapatnekar was extremely distressed because every time he went for Sai Baba's Darshan and bowed, Baba would unerringly rebuke him with the phrase "Chal Hat." As detailed in Chapter 48, this made him feel singled out, as he observed Baba behaving with "extreme love" towards others. Sapatnekar spiraled into self-doubt, questioning his past deeds and karma. He considered several possibilities for Baba's displeasure, including that he had violated Dharma and become a "shelter for infinite sins," or that it was a consequence of his initial argumentative and doubtful attitude towards Baba when he first arrived.