Why was Sapatnekar so distressed when he first visited Sai Baba, and how did he resolve to handle the situation?

Sapatnekar was deeply distressed because every time he approached Sai Baba for Darshan, he was met with the same rebuke: "Chal Hat." According to Chapter 48, this made him feel singled out, as he saw Baba treating others with extreme love. He agonized over what past deeds or sins could be causing this displeasure, even wondering if his initial doubtfulness towards Baba was the cause. Despite his turmoil, which made him lose his appetite and sleep, he made a firm personal determination to stay in Shirdi with a steady mind until he finally received Baba's grace.