Why was Balasaheb Deo unable to read the Dnyaneshwari despite his strong desire to do so?

Balasaheb Deo's inability to read the Dnyaneshwari stemmed from a series of persistent issues. Chapter 41 explains that whenever he tried, some obstacle would arise, preventing him from establishing a regular practice. Even when he took a three-month leave from work and went home to rest, he read other books but found the 'time did not come' for the Dnyaneshwari. Furthermore, when he did pick up the book, doubts would arise in his heart, causing his reading to remain superficial and preventing him from developing a deep love for it. This continuous failure led to his resolution to wait for Baba's direct intervention.