Why was Balasaheb Deo having so much trouble reading the Dnyaneshwari, and what did he decide to do about it?

Balasaheb Deo struggled immensely with his desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily. As Chapter 41 explains, despite having a strong intention, various obstacles would arise and prevent him from maintaining a consistent practice. Even when he took a three-month leave to focus, he found himself reading other books but could not complete his resolution for the Dnyaneshwari. The text mentions that when he did try, doubts would surface, making the reading superficial and lacking in love. Ultimately, after being distressed by his failures, Deo made a firm resolve. He decided he would only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba Himself gave him the love and the direct order to do so.