Why does the author of the Shri Sai Satcharita feel compelled to write about Sai Baba's greatness, even while acknowledging that silence is the truest form of praise?

The author expresses a profound conflict between the idea that silence is the best praise for a Sadguru and the overwhelming desire to share Sai Baba's qualities. As described in Chapter 49, the author states that each of Sai's qualities makes them forget the vow of silence. This experience is compared to tasting a sweet delicacy and feeling an innate need to share it with a circle of listeners, believing that sharing the bliss of Sai's stories doubles the joy. This very thought motivated the creation of what the author calls a 'culinary arrangement of essence' for others to experience.