Why did the author feel that silence was the best way to praise the Sadguru, and what ultimately compelled him to write?

In Chapter 49, the author expresses a profound dilemma. He felt that the Sadguru's greatness was so immense that even the Vedas and Puranas grew weary trying to describe it, making silence the most fitting praise out of humility and acknowledging the limits of language. He mentions that the transcendental nature of Sai is beyond the grasp of the spoken word (Vaikhari). Despite this, he could not remain still because each quality and 'Leela' (divine play) of Sai was so captivating. He was compelled to write by the desire to share this bliss with other listeners, comparing it to sharing a feast of sweet delicacies to double the enjoyment.