Sapatnekar was deeply troubled because Sai Baba consistently dismissed him with "Chal Hat," while being loving towards others. This led him to intense self-reflection about the possible cause. According to Chapter 48 of the Shri Sai Satcharitra, he considered several reasons for Baba's apparent anger. He wondered if his negative karma had reached its peak or if he had violated Dharma and become a "shelter for infinite sins." He also specifically recalled his own past behavior, speculating that his initial argumentative and doubtful disposition towards Baba might be the very reason Baba was now putting him in this difficult situation.
Why did Sapatnekar believe Sai Baba was angry with him, and what were the reasons he considered for this displeasure?
📖 Chapter 48