Mamlatdar Dev's doubt and feeling of deception stemmed from a prior promise he believed Sai Baba had made to attend his Udyapan ceremony. After the Sanyasi and his two companions appeared uninvited and were served a meal, Dev suspected this might have been Baba fulfilling his promise in disguise. However, as Chapter 40 explains, the event left him in a "state of delusion" because he did not have a clear spiritual experience or definitive recognition. The ambiguity of the situation—serving three guests in person without realizing if one was Baba—caused his confusion. He had waited with great effort for a profound encounter but was left with uncertainty, leading him to write to Jog to express his disappointment and seek testimony.
Why did Mamlatdar Dev feel deceived and doubtful even after hosting the three uninvited guests for a meal?
📖 Chapter 40