Why did Balasaheb Deo ultimately stop trying to read the Dnyaneshwari, and what condition did he set for himself to start again?

After numerous failed attempts to maintain a daily reading of the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo became disheartened. According to Chapter 41, he made a firm resolution based on his faith in Sai Baba. He decided to stop his own efforts and vowed that he would only begin reading the sacred text again when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct order or expressed His love in a way that made it clear he should start. He committed to this resolve, deciding to wait for Sai's explicit instruction before making any further attempts.