Why did Balasaheb Deo struggle to read the Dnyaneshwari, and what did he decide to do about it?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but he consistently encountered obstacles that prevented him from maintaining his practice. Chapter 41 explains that unlike other books he could read regularly, doubts would arise in his heart when he picked up the Dnyaneshwari, making the reading feel superficial. Distressed by his inability to even read five verses daily, he made a firm resolution. He decided he would only commence reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba Himself gave a direct order and instilled in him the love and enthusiasm to do so, placing his faith entirely at Sai's feet.