Why did Balasaheb Deo struggle so much with reading the Dnyaneshwari when he wanted to do it daily?

Balasaheb Deo had a great desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but he faced constant obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. According to Chapter 41, while he could read other books regularly, his resolution for the Dnyaneshwari would always be interrupted. Whenever he took the sacred text in hand, doubts would arise in his heart, making the reading feel superficial and preventing him from developing a deep love for it. This struggle was so profound that even his attempt to read just five verses, or Ovis, each day did not succeed with regularity and enthusiasm.