Why did Balasaheb Deo find it so difficult to read the Dnyaneshwari?

According to Chapter 41, Balasaheb Deo faced several challenges in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari daily. Despite his strong intention, some obstacle would always come up, preventing him from maintaining the practice. The text mentions that while other books were read regularly, the resolution for the Dnyaneshwari would not hold. When he did manage to take the book in hand, doubts would arise in his heart, which made the reading feel superficial and prevented love for the text from developing within him. This internal struggle, combined with external distractions, made it impossible for him to achieve his goal.