Why did Balasaheb Deo find it so difficult to read the Dnyaneshwari, and what vow did he make because of it?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but as Chapter 41 explains, he consistently encountered obstacles. Whenever he picked up the book, doubts would cloud his mind, leading to superficial reading and a lack of inner connection. Even his resolution to read just five verses a day failed. Feeling distressed, Deo made a firm vow that he would only commence his reading when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct and unambiguous order to do so. He placed his complete faith in Sai's feet, resolving to wait for that specific command before starting.