Why did Balasaheb Deo decide to stop trying to read the Dnyaneshwari on his own?

Balasaheb Deo stopped trying to read the Dnyaneshwari on his own due to repeated failures and the resulting distress. Chapter 41 explains that after many unsuccessful attempts to read the sacred text regularly, he made a firm resolve. He decided to completely surrender the matter to Sai Baba, vowing, "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." He placed his faith entirely at Sai's feet, choosing to wait for a direct order or inspiration from his Guru rather than continuing his own fruitless efforts.