Why did Amir get tired of staying in the Chavadi, and what happened when he left without permission?

Although staying in the Chavadi provided the invaluable benefit of Sai Baba's close company, Chapter 22 explains that Amir eventually grew weary of the confinement. After nine months, the constant stay began to feel like a prison, and his mind started to desire freedom from this dependency. This feeling prompted him to make the decision to leave without seeking Baba's permission. He went to Kopergaon and stayed in a Dharmashala. There, a significant event occurred: he encountered a Fakir on the verge of death who asked for water, and the moment Amir gave it to him, the Fakir passed away.