Why couldn't Balasaheb Deo read the Dnyaneshwari even though he really wanted to?

Balasaheb Deo's inability to read the Dnyaneshwari stemmed from persistent, unexplained obstacles. Chapter 41 describes that despite his strong intent, his resolution would not hold without interruption, unlike with other books. A key reason mentioned is that when he took the Dnyaneshwari in hand, doubts would arise in his heart. This caused his reading to be superficial, and he failed to develop a deep love for it. The struggle was so significant that even his attempt to read a mere five verses daily did not happen with regularity, causing him great distress and leading him to seek Sai's direct intervention.