Why couldn't Balasaheb Deo maintain a regular reading of the Dnyaneshwari, despite his strong desire?

Balasaheb Deo's inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari stemmed from several issues, as detailed in Chapter 41. Although he had a strong intent, various obstacles would always arise, preventing the practice from becoming a regular habit. The text mentions that even when he took three months' leave, other tasks were completed, but the time for Dnyaneshwari "did not come." Furthermore, when he did attempt to read it, doubts would surface in his heart, which kept the reading superficial and prevented him from developing a genuine love for the text. This internal resistance and external hindrances made it impossible for his resolution to succeed.