What was the spiritual process Balasaheb Deo adopted after failing to read the Dnyaneshwari on his own?

After experiencing repeated failures in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo shifted his approach from personal effort to complete surrender. Chapter 41 explains that after being distressed by his inability to even read five verses daily, he made a new resolution. He decided to stop forcing the issue and instead wait for a direct command from his Guru. He resolved with firm faith at Sai's feet that he would only commence reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba Himself gave the order and instilled the love for it in his heart. This process demonstrates a profound shift from self-reliance to reliance on the Guru's grace for spiritual progress.