What was the specific vow Balasaheb Deo made about reading the Dnyaneshwari and why did he make it?

After becoming distressed by his repeated failures to read the Dnyaneshwari consistently, Balasaheb Deo made a firm and specific vow. As Chapter 41 details, his inability to even read five verses daily with regularity led him to a unique resolution. He decided to stop trying on his own and instead made a rule that he would only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct order or instilled the love for it within him. He placed his faith entirely at Sai's feet, resolving to wait for a clear command from his Guru before starting again, believing this was the only way to proceed without confusion.