What was the specific spiritual obstacle that Balasaheb Deo kept running into, and what was his ultimate decision to overcome it?

Balasaheb Deo faced a persistent and frustrating spiritual obstacle concerning his desire to read the Dnyaneshwari. As detailed in Chapter 41, despite having a great desire and making a resolution to read it daily, some impediment would always arise, preventing him from maintaining the practice. This was in contrast to other books, which he could read regularly. Even a reduced resolution to read just five verses daily failed. In his distress, Deo made a firm new resolve: he would completely stop trying on his own and would only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba Himself gave a direct order and instilled the love for it in his heart.