What was the primary spiritual struggle faced by Balasaheb Deo, and what resolution did he ultimately make?

Balasaheb Deo's main spiritual struggle was his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari, a practice he deeply desired to maintain. As described in Chapter 41, despite his strong intentions, various obstacles would arise, and his resolution would be interrupted. Even when he tried to read other books, the Dnyaneshwari remained unread. Feeling distressed by his failure, he made a firm resolve that he would only begin reading it again when Sai Baba himself gave the direct order and instilled the necessary love for the text in his heart, thereby surrendering his desire completely to his Guru.