What was the primary spiritual difficulty Balasaheb Deo was experiencing?

Balasaheb Deo's primary spiritual difficulty, as detailed in Chapter 41, was his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari. Despite having a great desire for it, he found that whenever he tried, some obstacle would arise, and his resolution would be interrupted. He could read other books regularly, but with the Dnyaneshwari, he struggled to even read five verses daily with regularity and enthusiasm. The reading felt superficial, and he could not cultivate the inner love for the text that he sought, which caused him great distress.