What was the mindset of the person who ultimately took on the task of writing the summary in Chapter 53?

The author who undertook the completion of the summary expresses profound humility and feelings of inadequacy in Chapter 53. He describes himself as a "fool with a dull intellect" who is "blind to poetry from the start." Feeling dejected, he turns to prayer, begging Lord Dattaguru and Sai-Narayana for mercy and inspiration. He believes that only through the Guru's grace can the task be completed, stating that the Guru's power is so great "He can make a gnat lift a mountain." Ultimately, as Chapter 53 shows, he surrenders his ego, concluding that Sai himself will write the summary, using the author's mouth as an instrument.