What was the main spiritual struggle Balasaheb Deo faced, and what resolution did he make because of it?

Balasaheb Deo's primary spiritual struggle was his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari, despite a strong desire to do so. As detailed in Chapter 41, various obstacles would arise, and even his resolution to read just five verses daily failed. He found that doubts would cloud his heart, making the reading superficial. Utterly distressed by his lack of success, Deo made a firm resolve. He decided to stop trying and vowed that he would only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari again when Sai Baba himself gave him a direct order and instilled in him the love for the scripture.