What was the internal conflict Boss Dharamsee faced when Baba first offered him the grapes?

Boss Dharamsee faced a significant internal conflict when Baba offered him grapes. According to Chapter 35, several issues arose in his mind simultaneously. Firstly, he had a strong personal dislike for grapes with seeds, preferring seedless ones. Secondly, a doctor had forbidden him to eat grapes without washing them, and he felt it was inappropriate to wash them himself in that sacred place. He felt it would be difficult to eat them, but at the same time, he felt "heavy in his mind to reject them" when offered by a saint. This created a dilemma where his personal preferences and health concerns clashed with the social and spiritual propriety of the moment.