What was the firm resolve Balasaheb Deo made concerning his reading of the Dnyaneshwari?

Feeling distressed by his inability to regularly read the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo made a very specific and firm resolution. As detailed in Chapter 41, he decided to completely surrender the initiative to his Guru. He vowed, "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." Deo placed his faith entirely at Sai's feet, establishing a rule for himself that he would only commence reading the Dnyaneshwari when he received a direct order from Sai Baba to do so. He then sat with this firm resolve, waiting for his Guru's command.