What was the firm resolve Balasaheb Deo made about reading the Dnyaneshwari, and why did he feel the need to do so?

Feeling distressed that he could not successfully read the Dnyaneshwari with regularity, Balasaheb Deo made a firm resolve. As described in Chapter 41, he decided to completely stop trying until Sai Baba himself gave him the order to read it. He made a rule for himself, stating, "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." He felt this was necessary because his own strong intent and repeated efforts, including trying to read just five verses daily, had failed. He placed his faith entirely at Sai's feet, deciding to wait for a direct command from his Guru to overcome the persistent obstacles.