What was the firm resolution Balasaheb Deo made regarding the Dnyaneshwari, and what prompted it?

After becoming distressed by his repeated failures to read the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo made a very specific and firm resolution. As detailed in Chapter 41, his inability to maintain a daily reading, even of just five verses, led him to a point of surrender. He resolved from his heart that he would only commence reading the sacred text when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct and unambiguous order to do so. He established a rule for himself: "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." This decision demonstrated his profound faith, as he chose to wait patiently for a clear command from his Guru rather than continuing his own fruitless efforts, placing his spiritual desire entirely at Sai's feet.