What was the firm resolution Balasaheb Deo made regarding his inability to read the Dnyaneshwari?

After becoming distressed by his repeated failures to read the Dnyaneshwari, even for just five verses a day, Balasaheb Deo made a very specific and firm resolution. As Chapter 41 explains, he decided to place his faith entirely at Sai Baba's feet. He resolved that he would only start reading the Dnyaneshwari again when Sai Baba himself personally gave him the love for the text and a direct order to 'Read.' Until he received that explicit command from his Guru, he decided he would not attempt to read it on his own, turning his personal struggle into an act of complete surrender and faith.