What was the author's personality like before he was named Hemadpant?

Before receiving the name 'Hemadpant,' the author describes himself in a very unflattering light. Chapter 2 reveals that he was initially mischievous, talkative, cynical, and highly critical. He was arrogant about his knowledge, possessing what he ironically calls an 'impurity' of knowledge. He confesses to having a bad intellect and a logic-driven mind, always proud of his own wisdom and prone to argumentation. This self-description highlights a significant transformation, as he also notes that he knew nothing of the greatness of a Satguru at that time.