What was H.S. Dixit's state of mind before his Shirdi trip was arranged, and how was his anxiety resolved?

Before his journey to Shirdi was arranged, Hari Sitaram Dixit was experiencing significant emotional distress. Chapter 51 describes that after finishing his work in Nagar, his only focus was meeting Baba, but he was overcome by an "overwhelming worry." He was gripped by anxiety, constantly wondering, "Who will come with me? Who will take me before Baba and place me at His feet?" This concern was resolved through a series of unexpected events. When Nanasahib Panshe and Appasahib Gadre informed him that Madhavrao Deshpande of Shirdi had coincidentally arrived in Nagar, Dixit's worry instantly vanished, and he felt "great satisfaction," knowing that his path to Baba was now clear.