What was H.S. Dixit's emotional state in Ahmednagar before his trip to Shirdi was arranged, and what brought him relief?

In Ahmednagar, after finishing his election work, H.S. Dixit was in a state of overwhelming anxiety and singular focus. His mind was consumed with one worry: how to get to Shirdi and who would facilitate his meeting with Sai Baba. Chapter 51 describes his internal turmoil with the question, "Who will come with me? Who will take me before Baba and place me at His feet?" This anxiety gripped him as he pleaded with the Mirikars for assistance. The profound relief from this worry came unexpectedly. When Nanasahib Panshe and Appasahib Gadre informed him that Madhavrao Deshpande, Baba's own priest, had miraculously arrived in town, Dixit's anxiety completely vanished. The news brought him immense satisfaction, as he saw it as a clear sign of Baba's grace paving the way for his visit.