What was going through Dharamsee's head when Baba kept giving him grapes he didn't want?

Boss Dharamsee experienced significant inner turmoil when Baba offered him the grapes. According to Chapter 35, a problem arose for him at the very beginning because he disliked grapes with seeds. He found it difficult to eat them but felt it would be disrespectful to reject them. His mind was filled with various thoughts, including a concern that his doctor had forbidden him to eat unwashed fruit. He even privately questioned Baba's sainthood, thinking about why Baba would force something upon him that he disliked. This internal conflict shows him being deeply troubled in his heart about how to act.