What was going through Boss Dharamsee's mind when Baba kept giving him grapes he didn't like?

Boss Dharamsee experienced significant internal conflict. According to Chapter 35, his first problem was a personal dislike for grapes with seeds. Compounding this, his doctor had forbidden him from eating unwashed grapes. He felt it was difficult to eat them but also felt it would be disrespectful to reject them. This led to a crisis of faith where he thought to himself, "If he is a saint, how does he not know That I do not like these grapes? Why does he force them upon me?" His mind was filled with these conflicting thoughts, struggling with how to act in a way that was respectful to the saint while also adhering to his own preferences and health concerns.