What was Balasaheb Deo's spiritual struggle regarding the Dnyaneshwari, and what resolution did he make?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but he consistently faced obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. As described in Chapter 41, despite a strong intent, his resolution would not hold, and even his attempt to read just five verses daily did not succeed. He found that when he picked up the book, doubts would arise, and the reading remained superficial. Distressed by his inability to fulfill his wish, Deo made a firm resolve: he would only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari again when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct and clear order to do so, demonstrating his complete faith in his Guru.