What was Balasaheb Deo's specific vow after failing to read the Dnyaneshwari, and what interaction did he have with Mr. Jog about it?

After repeatedly failing to maintain a daily reading of the Dnyaneshwari, even struggling to read just five verses, Balasaheb Deo felt very distressed. As Chapter 41 details, he made a firm and specific resolution from his heart. He vowed, 'Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion.' He decided to wait for a direct, explicit order from Sai Baba before attempting to read the holy book again. Later, when he was in Shirdi, Mr. Jog asked him why he wasn't reading the Dnyaneshwari. Deo explained his vow to Jog, stating, 'Now, whenever Baba Himself tells me to read, at that time I will read.' This conversation highlights the depth of Deo's faith and his patient surrender to his Guru's will.