What was Balasaheb Deo's specific struggle with reading the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, similar to how one might read a chapter of the Bhagavad Gita. However, as described in Chapter 41, he faced persistent obstacles. Whenever he attempted to read it, doubts would cloud his mind, making the reading feel superficial and preventing him from developing a true love for the text. This was a unique problem, as he could read other books regularly. The issue was so persistent that even his resolution to read just five verses daily failed, leading him to feel distressed and unsuccessful in his spiritual practice.