What was Balasaheb Deo's specific struggle with reading the Dnyaneshwari, and what was his ultimate resolution to overcome it?

Balasaheb Deo harbored a great desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but as Chapter 41 explains, he consistently faced obstacles that prevented his resolution from holding firm. Even when he took a three-month leave, he found himself reading other books but could not fulfill his wish to read the Dnyaneshwari; doubts would arise and make the reading feel superficial. Frustrated that he could not even manage to read five verses daily, Deo made a new vow. He decided to put his faith entirely in Sai Baba, resolving that he would only begin reading the sacred text when Sai Himself gave a direct order to 'Read,' thus placing the initiation of his practice entirely in his Guru's hands.