What was Balasaheb Deo's primary spiritual struggle mentioned in the text?

Balasaheb Deo's main spiritual struggle was his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari. As described in Chapter 41, despite having a great desire and strong intent to read it daily, some obstacle would invariably arise, preventing him from doing so. This was a source of great distress for him, as other books could be read regularly, but his resolution for the Dnyaneshwari would not hold. Even a simple goal of reading five verses, or Ovis, daily did not happen with regularity and enthusiasm, causing him to feel that his efforts were not reaching success.