What was Balasaheb Deo's primary spiritual struggle, and what resolution did he make to overcome it?

Balasaheb Deo's main spiritual struggle was his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari, despite having a great desire to do so. As described in Chapter 41, various obstacles would prevent him from maintaining a daily reading practice, unlike other books he could read regularly. Even when he resolved to read just five verses daily, he could not maintain the habit. Ultimately, feeling distressed, Deo made a firm resolution to only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba Himself gave a direct order or sign of love, placing his faith entirely at his Guru's feet to initiate the practice.