What was Balasaheb Deo's main spiritual struggle described in Chapter 41, and what did he decide to do about it?

Balasaheb Deo's primary spiritual struggle was his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari, despite a great desire to do so. As detailed in Chapter 41, whenever he tried, some obstacle would arise, or doubts would fill his heart, preventing him from developing love for the text. Even resolving to read just five verses daily proved unsuccessful. Frustrated by this, he made a firm resolution to surrender the issue to Sai Baba. He decided he would not attempt to read the Dnyaneshwari again until Sai Himself gave him the love and a direct order to begin reading, showing his complete faith in his Guru's timing and grace.