What was Balasaheb Deo's main spiritual struggle, and what unique resolution did he make to overcome it?

Balasaheb Deo's primary spiritual struggle was his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari daily, despite a strong desire to do so. As detailed in Chapter 41, he found that unlike other books he could read regularly, some obstacle would always arise to interrupt his Dnyaneshwari reading practice. Even a simplified goal of reading just five verses daily proved unsuccessful. Feeling distressed, Deo made a unique and firm resolution: he would completely stop trying and would only commence reading the sacred text again when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct order. This decision placed the matter entirely in his Guru's hands, demonstrating profound faith.