What was Balasaheb Deo's main spiritual struggle, and what resolution did he make to overcome it?

Balasaheb Deo's primary spiritual struggle was his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari, a practice he greatly desired. As described in Chapter 41, despite being able to read other books regularly, some obstacle would always arise when he attempted the Dnyaneshwari, causing his resolution to fail. This issue persisted even during a three-month leave he took. Frustrated by his lack of success, Deo made a firm resolution: he would not read the Dnyaneshwari until Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct order and instilled the love for it in his heart. He had faith that Baba knew his inner feelings and would eventually fulfill his wish without any need for tricks or indirect methods.