What was Balasaheb Deo's main spiritual struggle, and what resolution did he make because of it?

Balasaheb Deo's primary spiritual struggle was his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari. As detailed in Chapter 41, despite having a strong desire to read it daily, some obstacle would always arise, preventing his resolution from holding firm. Even when he took a three-month leave, he read other books but could not make progress with the Dnyaneshwari, as doubts would fill his heart. Frustrated that he could not even manage to read five verses daily with enthusiasm, Deo made a firm resolution. He decided to place his faith entirely at Sai's feet, vowing to only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba himself gave the direct order and instilled the love for it in his heart.