What was Balasaheb Deo's experience when he tried to read the Dnyaneshwari, and what unique vow did he make as a result?

Balasaheb Deo faced persistent obstacles whenever he attempted to read the Dnyaneshwari. Though he had a great desire to read it daily, some issue would always prevent him. Chapter 41 details that when he took the book in hand, doubts would arise in his heart, making the reading feel superficial and preventing love for it from arising within. Frustrated by his inability to maintain his resolution, even for just five verses a day, Deo made a new, firm resolve. He decided with faith at Sai's feet that he would only start reading the Dnyaneshwari when he received a direct order from Sai Baba himself.