What spiritual text did Balasaheb Deo struggle to read, and what kind of difficulties did he encounter?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound and long-standing desire to read the Dnyaneshwari on a daily basis. However, as detailed in Chapter 41, he faced persistent obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this spiritual practice. Unlike other books that he could read regularly, his resolution to read the Dnyaneshwari would invariably fail. Whenever he took the book in hand, doubts would arise in his heart, which made the reading feel superficial and prevented him from developing a true love for the text. Even his attempt to read just five verses daily did not happen with regularity.