What spiritual struggle did Balasaheb Deo face regarding the Dnyaneshwari, and what decision did he make?

According to Chapter 41, Balasaheb Deo had a great desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but he consistently faced obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. Despite his strong intentions, his resolution would not hold, and even reading five verses daily proved impossible. Distressed by his inability to succeed, Deo made a firm resolve that he would only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct and clear order to do so. He decided to wait with faith at Sai's feet for this specific instruction before making any further attempts.