What spiritual struggle did Balasaheb Deo face, and what was the ultimate resolution he made in response?

Balasaheb Deo experienced a persistent and frustrating struggle regarding his spiritual practice, specifically his strong desire to read the Dnyaneshwari every day. As recounted in Chapter 41, despite his best intentions and efforts, some obstacle would invariably arise, preventing him from maintaining a regular reading schedule. This was particularly vexing as he had no trouble reading other books. His frustration led him to make a firm resolution: he decided to completely stop trying and would only commence reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba Himself gave a direct order to do so, placing the success of his practice entirely at his Guru's feet.