What specific vow did Balasaheb Deo make regarding his reading of the Dnyaneshwari?

After repeated failures to maintain a regular practice of reading the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo felt very distressed. As detailed in Chapter 41, he couldn't even manage to read five verses (Ovis) daily with any consistency. Therefore, he made a very specific and firm resolution based on his faith in Sai Baba. He vowed, "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." He decided to put his spiritual practice on hold and sit with this firm resolve, placing the responsibility for its continuation entirely at Sai Baba's feet, waiting for a direct order from his Guru.