What specific spiritual practice did Balasaheb Deo struggle with, and what was the nature of his difficulty?

Balasaheb Deo struggled immensely with the spiritual practice of reading the Dnyaneshwari daily. Despite having a great desire and strong intent, he found that some obstacle would always arise, preventing him from maintaining a consistent reading schedule. As detailed in Chapter 41, this was particularly frustrating for him because he was able to read other books regularly. When he did attempt to read the Dnyaneshwari, doubts would surface in his mind, making the reading feel superficial and preventing him from developing a true love for it. His efforts to establish a routine, even a minimal one of reading just five verses daily, did not succeed, leaving him feeling distressed.